I’ve answered this before, but yes. I really genuinely loved him. All of him, all of who he was, the good and the bad, yes. Sadly sometimes that’s not enough. You can’t make someone else love you back. He was a beautiful chapter in my life, and I’m so glad it happened even if it hurt. I’d do it all again. I’ll miss him every day, he was my other half for a period in my life and a dear friend first and foremost. Beauty holds a place for him in my head, and in my heart.
Ish? Oh most definitely, every day. He was my best friend, and the only one who appreciated my intellectual jokes.
I mean yeah. It took me awhile and a lot of heart ache, but yes. I miss the memories, and what we had- because it all honesty I had seen 5+ years down the road with him, and would have enjoyed every second of it, but it didn’t work out that way. I mostly regret my actions, which is why it took me awhile, but I got over it. I know he wasn’t sitting there missing me, or even thinking of me, so I needed to forget what we shared and have faith, and try again. He’s a wonderful man though- despite it all.
You’re so sweet, do I know you!! :))